I didn't think i'd be able to get much sleep last night. Images from my visit earlier that morning to S-21 kept flashing through my head. My imagination ran wild as I placed myself in the position of the 5 year old girl in the book I had bought in the afternoon called 'First They Killed My Father'. Tears started flowing as I read her account of what had happened to her and her family during the 3 years 8 months and 20 days of the Khmer Rouge.

A Brief History
The time of the Khmer Empire and Angkor Wat eventually fell into the hands of its Thai (siamese) and Vietnamese neighbours as they began to occupy areas of the kingdom. During the 1860s the French came along and colonized Cambodia and controlled it as a protectorate but did nothing much to advance Cambodia. Cambodia was left to its own devices as France entered WWII. In 1953 France granted Cambodia independence under the power of King Suhanouk and for 15 years he presided as ruler. During this time Cambodia prospered but as the years passed many of the people became dissatisfied with his government as the rich got richer and the poor got poorer. In the country side where people were especially angry nationalistic groups started to form. One of these factions was the communist Khmer Rouge who were secretly being supported by the Vietnamese.
The U.S., as we learned in Laos, indiscriminately bombed the eastern provinces of Cambodia to flush out the Vietnamese, carpeting Cambodia with bombs. Many villages were destroyed and hundreds killed, allowing the Khmer Rouge to gain support of those who survived. King Sihanouk was overthrown in 1970 by his top general Lon Nol and Cambodia fell into a civil war as Lon Nol tried to fight the Communist Khmer Rouge. During this time the Khmer Rouge used mines to protect villages and farms against Lon Nol and his army.
King Sihanouk exiled himself to Beijing and was forced by the Chinese to back up the Khmer Rouge. Many cambodians still revered the King and took his support as reason to follow the Khmer Rouge. About 2 weeks before the fall of Saigon, the Khmer Rouge defeated the U.S backed Lon Nol goverment and the country had ended its civil war. Regardless of who was in power, many citizens celebrated at the thought of peace in Cambodia
Khmer Rouge
The Khmer Rouge having used a Maoist approach to revolution believed in an agricultural-socialist state. They believed that cambodia's history had ended and a new one was beginning. 1975 would now be known as 'Year Zero'and a 'Democratic Kampuchea'would be born. No remnants of the west or their influence physically or culturally had a place here. Cars, hospitals, schools, libraries, televisions, watches, clocks were destroyed. Anything resembling modernization, technology was destroyed. Anyone seen as educated - lawyers, doctors, teachers, those who spoke foreign languages, people wearing glasses (which was seen as a sign of intelligence) were to be killed. Anyone that held a goverment job during Lon Nol's rule was to be killed killed. Anyone that was not Cambodian - Indians, Americans, French, English were to be killed. The families - daughters, sons, mothers, fathers, uncles, aunts, cousins, nieces, nephews - every generation was to be wiped out.

In the years that many of us were born or first learning how to walk, talk, ride a bicycle, thousands of people were evacuated from their homes in cities under the pretense that the US was going to be bombing them. These city people were now known as the 'new people'to be placed and dispersed throughout the villages in Cambodia. They were told that if they worked hard the 'Angkar'(organization) would provide from them. There was no longer the individual but only the collective. The existing villagers were known as the 'base'people - thought to be the ideal citizen by the Khmer Rouge as they were uncorrupted by the city life and by the West. Although they had to work as well, they were given better rations of food and were considered a class above the new people. Many of the base people were given roles as doctors and nurses in the 'hospitals' although they had no knowledge of medicine. The new people became slaves working any job that was needed, from farming, to building bridges damns, the harder they worked the less food they were rationed, forcing them to eat anything that came there way. Rats, roaches, earthworms, wild mushrooms, crickets. Many died of food poisoning, dysentary, fell sick because of severly weakend immune systems. Those working in the farms were often disabled or killed by the same mines that had been placed by the Khmer Rouge. Those who had any disabilities were killed as they were of no use to the Khmer Rouge.
As people became sick and many were killed the Khmer Rouge started to separate young adolescents from their families, recruiting and reeducating (brainwashing) them into young militants and soldiers. Having killed doctors and nurses, many of the base people as well as these young ones were given jobs in hospitals. These young militants grew to be very cruel and evil. Young girls and boys were able to kill fellow Cambodians with plastic bags, the butts of their guns, anything to prevent having to use their precious bullets.
S-21

In 1975 the Tuol Svay Prey High School was taken over by Pol Pot's regime and turned into a security prison. Many of these security prisons were established throughout Cambodia, but S-21 was to become the largest detention and torture center. As hundreds of thousands of people starved to death, there were those who met their fate inside the walls of S-21. Over 17,000 men, women, children (some only newbors) were brought here for interrogation and torture. Of these thousands only 3 of the 6 survivors still live today. The haunted, old buildings of S-21 is now used as a museum, physical evidence of the atrocities commited by Pol Pot and the Khmer Rouge. Photographs were taken of all the prisoners and biographies made on each one who entered. Many of those who were brought to S-21 were 'base'people or Khmer Rouge 'cadres'(soldiers). As the years went by the Khmer Rouge became more and more paranoid of their own, higher officials thinking everyone around was conspiring against them. Often the biographies included 'confessions'forced statements to show how they betrayed the Khmer rouge and were traitors to Cambodia. One example shown in an exhibit in Building B was of a young man who joined the Khmer Rouge in order to save himself from slave work who was taken to S-21 and who had 'confessed'that he wanted to marry a Laos woman and flee to Laos. Those who did not die from torture at S-21 were brought to Choeung Ek - 'The Killing Fields'. The people were often bound, blindfolded and bludgeoned to death so as not to waste any bullets. Today you can find on display at the memorial stupa the sculls of over 80000 men, women, and children

Then and Now
As the Khmer Rouge gained more power and became over confident they listened less and less to they're Vietnamese comrades and imagined they could regain land lost to the thais and vietnamese centuries ago. The Vietnamese who had just won a war against the world's super power outnumbered and outpowered the Khmer Rouge. Towards the end of 1978 Vietnam invaded and overthrew the Khmer Rouge, in support of a separate Communist faction. Unfortunately although this put an end to the cruelty and destruction of the Khmer Rouge the aftershocks were felt for years to come.
Millions of Cambodians tried to go back home, find loved ones, leaving the farms and field desolute. Famine swept across the country and thousands more died. The Khmer Rouge fled to the Thai borders and maintained an army of 3,000.
Shockingly the U.N. still recognized the brutal Khmer Rouge as the goverment and Pol Pot as the official leader of Cambodia. They were supported by other countried and shockingly indirectly backed by the U.S who now saw the Vietnamese backed goverment as a threat. In 1991 a peace treaty was signed by all factions stating there would be a U.N. supervised election and 70%disarming of forces. In 1992 the Khmer Rouge backed out of the peace treaty and continued fighting.
Not until 1996, the year that I graduated from highschool was there a falling in the number of Khmer Rouge and in 1997 due to fighting amongst the factions was Pol Pot finally ousted and imprisoned. Others were captured or surrendered over the next 2 years. Pol Pot disappointingly died while in prison in 1998. Many others including his right hand man Samphan were captured or surrendererd. Samphan and many others are still alive today, some waiting for trial, others still involved in the new goverment under King Suhanouk.

Like the Nazi Germany, and more recently the genocides in countries such as East Timor and Rwanda the Khmer Rouge used their radical ideologies, ethnic hatred, complete disregard for human life to create nothing but destruction, pain and suffereing and murder on a massive scale.